Friday, June 26, 2015

Parshas Chukas - One Strike and You're Out!

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Parshas Chukas

One Strike and You're Out!
By: Daniel Listhaus

וַיִּקַּח משֶׁה אֶת הַמַּטֶּה מִלִּפְנֵי ה' כַּאֲשֶׁר צִוָּהוּ: וַיַּקְהִלוּ משֶׁה וְאַהֲרֹן אֶת הַקָּהָל אֶל פְּנֵי הַסָּלַע וַיֹּאמֶר לָהֶם שִׁמְעוּ נָא הַמֹּרִים הֲמִן הַסֶּלַע הַזֶּה נוֹצִיא לָכֶם מָיִם: וַיָּרֶם משֶׁה אֶת יָדוֹ וַיַּךְ אֶת הַסֶּלַע בְּמַטֵּהוּ פַּעֲמָיִם וַיֵּצְאוּ מַיִם רַבִּים וַתֵּשְׁתְּ הָעֵדָה וּבְעִירָם: וַיֹּאמֶר ה' אֶל משֶׁה וְאֶל אַהֲרֹן יַעַן לֹא הֶאֱמַנְתֶּם בִּי לְהַקְדִּישֵׁנִי לְעֵינֵי בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל לָכֵן לֹא תָבִיאוּ אֶת הַקָּהָל הַזֶּה אֶל הָאָרֶץ אֲשֶׁר נָתַתִּי לָהֶם

“Moshe took the staff from before Hashem, as He had commanded him. Moshe and Aharon gathered the congregation before the rock and he said to them, “Listen now, rebels, shall we bring forth water for you from this rock? Then Moshe raised his arm and struck the rock with his staff twice; abundant water came forth and the assembly and their animals drank. Hashem said to Moshe and Aharon, 'Because you did not believe in Me to sanctify Me in the eyes of the Children of Israel, therefore, you will not bring this congregation to the Land that I have given them.'”
-Chukas 20:9-12

            Rashi[1] informs us that the ever-flowing well of water which the Jews had in the desert for forty years was there only through the merit of Miriam. Therefore, when Miriam died, the waters ceased . At that point, the Jews immediately swarmed Moshe and Aharon complaining that they were going to die of thirst in the desert and it would have been better had they remained in Mitzrayim. Moshe and Aharon davened (prayed) to Hashem on their behalf and Hashem told Moshe to take his stick and gather everyone in front of a rock and then speak to it to bring water forth.[2] However, as the passuk (verse) describes, Moshe struck the rock instead of speaking to it and for this slight deviation in Hashem's commandment, he was punished by not being able to be a part of the culmination of all his efforts as the leader, bringing the B'nei Yisroel into Eretz Yisroel.

            It is so hard for us to understand how it could be that despite everything Moshe rabbeinu did leading B'nei Yisroel through the midbar (desert), that Hashem not allow him to enter Eretz Yisroel because of a seemingly small misunderstanding. The Ohr Hachaim[3] compiles a list of ten explanations to try to understand what Moshe did wrong. He first brings the opinion of Rashi[4] that Moshe's mistake was that he hit the rock as opposed to speaking to it. He then brings the opinion of the Ibn Ezra who maintains ins that the sin was not in the hitting of the rock as opposed to speaking to it, but rather that Moshe's mistake was not having the proper kavanah (focused thoughts) when he hit the rock which required him to have to hit it a second time. Another possibility is that leaving aside his kavanah, Moshe should have only hit it once and definitely not twice. Another possible explanation is that perhaps the sin of Moshe was that he did not sing a shirah (song of praise) on the event of water flowing from the rock. And the list goes on. Each explanation in the Ohr HaChaim's compilation is essentially  a slightly different form of Moshe rabbeinu barely sinning. So what did he do that was really so bad?

            The Kli Yakar[5] points out that no matter which approach one takes, the fundamental mistake Moshe rabbeinu was punished for was not as much about what he did, but rather what he could have done. Had Moshe rabbeinu spoken to the rock and the rock would have just listened and brought forth water – a tremendous kiddush Hashem would have been made. At that moment a kal v'chomeir would have been lodged into the minds of everyone present that if this rock, which is just a rock, listens and obeys the commands of Hashem so diligently, so much more so must we who have brains and the ability to think, be wary to carry out the commandments of Hashem meticulously. Moshe's hitting the rock instead of speaking to the rock allowed only for a watered-down[6] version of this logic to be learned from and therefore he was severely punished.

            If we stop to think about this, it is absolutely mind-boggling. It is true that Moshe hit the rock instead of speaking to it, and perhaps it is even true that that watered-down the potential lesson that could have been learned. However, there is no doubt that a tremendous miracle occurred in the presence of the whole nation. They saw an incredible feat occur before their very eyes. Certainly it boosted their belief in Hashem and motivated them to listen better to Hashem and Moshe. So why indeed was Moshe punished so severely?

            We see from this episode the severity of not achieving our fullest when it comes to making a  kiddush Hashem. It is true that even with Moshe hitting the rock, tremendous lessons could be learned, but Moshe could have done more to publicize kavod shamayim, and he neglected to do so.

It is no secret that the summer is a very challenging time in terms of keeping our standards. For some, it is a free-for-all time when all the restrictions of the year fall away and we have the opportunity to do things we would never be caught dead doing in our own communities or yeshivos. For others, it may not be a free-for-all, but yet may still be a time where although standards are kept, they are not necessarily kept as high. We must remember, though, that the term kiddush Hashem means more than just not acting like an animal in public. Moshe's punishment for not creating as much a kiddush Hashem as he could have, occurred at a time when a tremendous kiddush shamayim was made. Kiddush Hashem is relevant in our behaving properly and being careful with the way we speak, dress, and act in front of the world, in front of the community where we spend the summer, in front of the new friends we make who do not even necessarily know where we are personally holding to be able to judge us, and even in private. As banim l'makom, we must be careful with the ways we conduct ourselves all year-round.

            May Hashem help us and all of k'lal yisroel not only stay away from chas v'shalom causing a chilul Hashem, but to even help us maintain the proper standards of kiddush shamayim. With such a zechus, may we experience of summer of ultimate kiddush Hashem with the arrival of mashiach and the third Beis Hamikdash, instead of mourning in galus for the destruction of the first and second Batei Mikdashos.



[1]    Rashi Bamidbar 20:2
[2]    Bamidbar 20:8
[3]    Bamidbar 20:8
[4]    Rashi Bamidbar (20:11)
[5]    Bamidbar 20:8
[6]    Excuse the pun

Friday, June 19, 2015

Parshas Korach - Seeing is Believing, but Believing is Seeing

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Parshas Korach


Seeing is Believing, but Believing is Seeing

וַיֹּאמֶר משֶׁה בְּזֹאת תֵּדְעוּן כִּי ה' שְׁלָחַנִי לַעֲשׂוֹת אֵת כָּל הַמַּעֲשִׂים הָאֵלֶּה כִּי לֹא מִלִּבִּי: אִם כְּמוֹת כָּל הָאָדָם יְמֻתוּן אֵלֶּה וּפְקֻדַּת כָּל הָאָדָם יִפָּקֵד עֲלֵיהֶם לֹא ה' שְׁלָחָנִי: וְאִם בְּרִיאָה יִבְרָא ה' וּפָצְתָה הָאֲדָמָה אֶת פִּיהָ וּבָלְעָה אֹתָם וְאֶת כָּל אֲשֶׁר לָהֶם וְיָרְדוּ חַיִּים שְׁאֹלָה וִידַעְתֶּם כִּי נִאֲצוּ הָאֲנָשִׁים הָאֵלֶּה אֶת ה': וַיְהִי כְּכַלֹּתוֹ לְדַבֵּר אֵת כָּל הַדְּבָרִים הָאֵלֶּה וַתִּבָּקַע הָאֲדָמָה אֲשֶׁר תַּחְתֵּיהֶם

“Moshe said, 'Through this shall you know that Hashem has sent me to perform all these acts, for it was not from my heart. If these die like the death of all men, and the destiny of all men is visited upon them, [then] it is not Hashem Who has sent me. But if Hashem will create a new creation and the earth opens its mouth and swallows them and all that is theirs, and they will descend alive to the pit, then you shall know that these men have provoked Hashem!' When he finished speaking all these words, the ground that was under them split open.”
-Korach 16:28-31

            Continuing in the series of unfortunate events throughout the B'nei Yisroel's travels in the midbar (desert) is the story of Korah v'adaso (Korach and his assembly) who gathered together to challenge the authority of Moshe and Aharon. However, the truth is that Korach's arrogance was one which challenged the authority of Hashem. After all, everything Moshe did and said was a fulfillment of what Hashem commanded him. Indeed, Moshe's response to Korach and his assembly was that Korach's fight was with Hashem and therefore it will become clear from Hashem what happens to those who dare challenge His authority. Moshe declared that an unprecedented cause of death be what kills Korach and his wicked assembly. It was at that precise moment that the mouth of the earth opened and swallowed Korach and the men who were with him.

            Now, although it is true that the Moshe davened that it be a new creation which devours Korach, we know from the gemara[1] which cites the passuk (verse) from Koheles[2] that there is nothing new under the sun. As a matter of fact, the mishna[3] itself states that there were ten things created on the eve of Shabbos at twilight – during the last moments of the six days of creation – and the first one mentioned on the list is “the mouth of the earth”. The commentaries[4] on the mishna all agree that this refers to the ground which was destined to swallow Korach and his assembly. So, the creation was not new in the sense that it was created at the time that Korach rebelled, but rather new in the sense that despite being conceptualized during sheishes y'mei Beraishis with everything else in the world, it was reserved to be used at this point in time. New, no; unprecedented, yes. Based on this mishna It would seem as if the hole that swallowed Korach was created with a built in timer-clock waiting precisely for the predetermined time moment for it to wipe out Korach v'adaso. If so, the classic question which could be asked here is that if the foundation and purpose of the creation of the world is all for man to have free choice and to choose correctly, how could Hashem know what Korach would do before he did it? If Hashem knew in advance the path that Korach was going to choose then to an extent, Korach's decision was predetermined. It would have been impossible for Korach to choose good, because Hashem already knew he would choose evil and already conceptualized the punishment. How does the concept of Hashem knowing all fit with the necessity of free choice in this world?[5]

            We have all traveled through time before. In fact, contrary to popular belief, it is quite easy and we do so all the time. Let us begin by explaining this simply: If one merely travels west faster than the sun, one is sort of going back in time. Nowadays, with faster means of transportation such as trains and planes, it is quite often that one finds himself to have arrived at a destination before he even left. One could leave at 11am from an hour away and arrive just in time as you cross over a time zone. This is because the world is divided into 24 sections, each one by definition representing an hour of the day at every possible angle the sun could hit it from its stationary point. As the world revolves, time advances. However, truth be told, this is a fairly recent innovation established in the late 1800's and early 1900's in order to make a standardized time for everyone to use.[6] The reason this became necessary was because reality is that every single spot on earth has its own unique timezone. The sun does not simultaneously hit earth in 24 zones, but rather from every single slightly different angle possible. For example, despite being in the same timezone, there is about an eight minute difference between New York and Boston. The millions of different times, however, became impractical with the surge of travel when trains became a popular means of transportation. However, the reality of their being slight differences in time is something very relevant to us and is reflected of course in our zemanim (such as for determining sunrise, sunset, candle-lighting for Shabbos, etc.). We cannot depend on a universal time frame within a zone to set our times for davening and Shabbos, because that is not accurate. We must depend on real time based on the latitude and longitude lines of each individual city.

            However, of course even as a person changes time zones, he is not really traveling through time, just as an astronaut in space cannot see past, present, and future simultaneously. Time is linear and continues forward, despite the fact that some parts in the world got a “head start” depending on where they were positioned when time was set in motion during sheishes y'mei bereishis. It is impossible for us to understand what it would mean to be external to time because we were programmed to be bound by space and time.

            When it comes to science the general rule is seeing is believing. Hypotheses and theories remain as such until they are proven absolutely. Hashem created this world with teva (nature). The natural world is extremely complex and intricate and indeed allows Hashem to work the world in many ways and yet remain hidden. One could choose to see Hashem from teva or one could choose to attribute everything to teva and ignore Hashem completely.

            A couple of years ago, a team at Ultra Tech International, inc. made UltraEverDry, a super-hydrophobic and uleophobic coating which repels almost all water-based and even oil-based liquids. The way that it works is that it changes the form of molecules at the nano-level. Nanotechnology refers to the manipulation of matter on an atomic and molecular scale. Just to get a visualization of how small we are dealing with: the way to measure nano-tech is in nanometers, which is one-billionth of a meter. The width of a human hair is about 50,000 nanometers; so one could imagine that when it comes to nano-technology, we are dealing with things which until recently have been invisible. If someone would have come to you twenty years ago claiming to have a magic solution which could make any surface unbelievably water repellent, you would have disregarded him completely. However now that science and technology has advanced, we are able to see more and therefore the impossible is suddenly possible, the unbelievable is suddenly believable. 

            The relatively recent change in human perception regarding how the teva of the world works is not something which just advanced our insight into the tiny physical world around us, but the truly invisible one as well. The fact that we live in a world now which revolves around invisible forces: phone service, Internet, WiFi, GPS tracking, bluetooth, and radiowaves is something so remarkable but yet something we have become so accustomed to. There is a constant invisible electric buzz in the air. For example, the other day at a concert, the lead singer brought his microphone too close to someone's iPad and suddenly there was a loud shrieking sound. Some sort of interference between the invisible forces at play caused a fight between the two electronic pieces. Yet, even this invisible world is one which we are able comprehend because as people we were programmed with software capable of comprehending the rules and applications of the teva of this world. When it comes to things outside of teva, there is no program we have to understand it other then from what the Torah offers or from what we could perhaps glean from mosholim (parables) that we could apply from the world we know.

            We cannot understand what it would mean to be external to time and being able to be every place and every time simultaneously. However, perhaps the following moshol (parable) could help. Imagine you take a full length movie and you are able to spread it out on a table, beginning to end, one film segment after another. You, being in a different dimension from the characters in the movie could see the entire time-line of the movie simultaneously, while the characters have to live through it to get to the end point. The perspective changes as one enters a larger dimension and it is unfair to use the same terminology from the limited dimension. To say that you, who is watching the video, know the future, would be inaccurate. A later point in the film is something that is only a relevant term to those bound to the film. You who live outside it could access any point at any time. For you it is all the past.

            So too perhaps we could understand Hashem's relationship with the world. Hashem is not bound by the confines of the world He created. Rather the world and everything contained is bound by the structure and rules Hashem set. Therefore, it is not accurate to say that Hashem knows the future, because that is a limiting term relevant only to a dimension bound by time. Hashem is timeless and therefore takes the position – so to speak – of the onlooker of film segments spread across the table.

            Nowadays, with all the technology advancements, there are two approaches one could take. One person could choose to ignore Hashem and be brazen and arrogant to say that there is a scientific explanation behind everything. However, a different approach would be to learn from the access we now have to the invisible world of teva of nanotechnology and waves and think to ourselves that just as hidden intricacies exist in the science of the world, so too do hidden intricacies and complexities exist in the spiritual realm of the world. The fact that the way we speak has the ability to bring in positive or negative forces into this world should not faze us. The concepts of tahor and tumah and their effects on the foods, objects, and people should certainly be easier for us to visualize. However to use science as anything more than a moshol and instead use it as a standard of not believing until it is fully exposed, is incorrect; that would be a scientific approach to a spiritual idea.

            The reality is that it is only us with our minute levels of bitachon (belief) that these questions even need to be asked and answered so delicately. The gemara[7] discusses a number of people such as the Romans who challenged the chochomim of the time with questions such as “How do you know t'chiyas ha'meisim (resurrection of the dead) is true? The answers that the chochomim responded with do not include long proofs, rather simple passukim alluding to a time when the deceased will join us again. This is because really, we have it all backwards. Our Torah contains all the secrets of the world, and everything in it is by definition the ultimate proof of something being real. Everything else is an allusion. Science is what needs to keep up with reality, the Torah is already there. Raindrops stick to windshields so a fact is stated regarding the effect of water on glass, until a new development is made or a stronger microscope is created and one sees that all it has to do with is how hydrophobic a surface is – which depends on its molecular structure. In a few more years, more developments will be made and the facts of today will be thrown out and new ones will take their place. One day certain foods are cancerous and others help lose weight, and the next day it turns out the exact opposites are found to be true. Science is always struggling to keep up with the times finding explanations, while the timeless Torah is already there. In the end of the day things exist and have the properties they do because Hashem willed them as such. Teva is all an allusion, and therefore the rules behind them can never be facts. They will have guidelines to human eyes, but those who cling to the Torah, will experience a world where believing is seeing instead of having to depend on the constant changing and inaccurate lifestyle of seeing is believing.

            In the end of the day, questions such as this have little application to us because our job is not to fill the role of G-d and therefore it is irrelevant to us how to be able to explain wonders He is capable of doing such as being outside of time and space. In fact we are encouraged to not even think of such things because they have little to do with helping us perform mitzvos and accomplish what we are here to do. However, to those of us who have the questions we must be honest with ourselves why we have them.

            Rabbi Shafier, in a shmuz, relates a story about Rav Chaim Volozhin who was once approached by a student who had left his Yeshiva during the time of the Enlightenment.      This student said to Rav Chaim that he wanted to return to yeshiva but had many questions he needed answers to first. Rav Chaim asked him to clarify if these were questions he had before he even left yeshiva or ones he thought of after leaving. The student asked back that he does not understand what difference it would make – they were questions he had regardless. Rav Chaim explained, “If these questions bothered you before you left yeshiva, then they are questions and for questions there are answers. However, if these questions only began troubling you after you left yeshiva then they are not questions, they are answers. and answers do not have answers.

            We must be honest with ourselves when asking these questions if we are doing so out of curiosity and a love for appreciating how Hashem interacts on such a personal level with this world, or if we are asking them as answers – excuses we make for ourselves to feel more comfortable with decisions we made or things we would like to do which go against the Torah.

            The mishna[8] lists the 48 necessary middos to acquire Torah. Two of them are anavah and yirah. Living correctly in this world and being a proper recipient of Torah requires one to have an approach of humility and fear. Humility in recognizing Hashem's fantastic and intricate role in the world, as well as fear that even the things we cannot see or perhaps even understand are not only a reality, but the only reality. Seeing is a very basic and wavering form of believing; but believing fully in the Torah is the truest form of seeing.    



[1]    Nedarim 39b
[2]    Koheles 1:9-10
[3]    Avos 5:8
[4]    For example, Rashi
[5]    See Emes L'Yaakov on Pirkei Avos who brings from the Ralbag in Malachim 1 22:38 in toeles 24, that it is not so that the mouth of the earth had a preset timer from the time of Bereishis, rather the mouth of the world was created in general to be reserved for a time when it would be necessary. It did not have to be Korach to be swallowed by it, but because of Korach's personal decisions, he fit the bill and activated it.
[6]    In America this was finalized on March 19, 1918 when US Congress adopted Standard Zone Time in the Standard Time Act.
[7]    Sanhedrin 90a-90b
[8]    Avos 6:5

Friday, June 12, 2015

Parshas Shelach - Who Are You Going to Believe, Me or Your Own Eyes?

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Parshas Shelach


Who Are You Going to Believe, Me or Your Own Eyes?

וְשָׁם רָאִינוּ אֶת הַנְּפִילִים בְּנֵי עֲנָק מִן הַנְּפִלִים וַנְּהִי בְעֵינֵינוּ כַּחֲגָבִים וְכֵן הָיִינוּ בְּעֵינֵיהֶם

“...And there we saw the giants, the sons of Anak, descendents of giants. We were like grasshoppers in our eyes, and so we were in their eyes!”
-Shelach 13:33

            This week's parsha opens with Hashem's response to the B'nei Yisroel's request to send spies to scout Eretz Yisroel. Hashem said to Moshe, “...send forth for yourself men...”[1] As Rashi[2] comments, Hashem was not pleased with the idea of sending the meraglim (spies). After all, He promised us that Eretz Yisroel was good. What more of a guarantee could we possibly ask for? What better evidence could we possibly discover? Yet, Hashem allowed us to send in spies despite our inexcusable uncertainty and persistence.
           
            Rashi[3] writes that just as the meraglim came back and spoke badly about Eretz Yisroel, that was really their intention from the beginning.

            The problem with this Rashi is that earlier in the parsha, when listing the names of the meraglim, the passuk[4] testifies that they were kulam anashim (all men). Rashi[5] on this passuk (verse) explains that whenever the Torah uses the word “anashim” it is an expression of importance. It therefore seems that indeed the meraglim had only the best intentions when chosen to be the ones to scout Eretz Yisroel. How could we understand this contradiction between these two Rashis?

            Furthermore, there  is another fundamental question which must be asked on the whole story of the meraglim. The Medrash[6] tells us that there is nothing loved before Hashem as much as one who is a sh'luach mitzva (someone sent to do a mitzva) and who puts in tremendous efforts to carry out the mitzvah. This is why sh'luchei mitzvos are exempt from doing other mitzvos[7]. As an example, the medrash provides the story of the spies sent by Yehoshua to scout out the city of Yericho, which we read in this week's Haftorah[8]. In contrast, the medrash mentions that the story of the meraglim sent by Moshe in our parsha reflects a polar opposite case to the Haftorah, and is far from showing an example of sh'luchei mitzvah.

            The question is, what did the meraglim that Moshe sent do wrong? Moshe himself, upon commanding the spies to go to Eretz Yisroel, said, “Ascend here in the south and ascend the mountain. See the land – what is it? And the people who dwell in it – are they strong or weak? Few or numerous? And how is the land in which they dwell – is it good or is it bad? And how are the cities – are they open or fortified? And how is the land – is it fertile or is it lean?”[9] The meraglim were sent to offer their opinion regarding the land. After all, is it not a spy's job to determine the strengths and weaknesses of enemy countries.[10] Did theses meraglim not do exactly that? They found the strengths and weaknesses of Eretz Yisroel. Is it because of them that the negative aspects that they discovered happened to outweigh the good news and cause the B'nei Yisroel to shout out against Moshe? What more could be expected of them? They were sent to determine the enemy's strategic position and they did just that. Why is it their fault that the giants living in Eretz Yisroel had prospered tremendously? They were just telling the truth – stating the facts!

            There is another difficulty in the actual speech that the meraglim gave when they came back. After giving the first part of their report, and then being interrupted by Calev, the meraglim described to the B'nei Yisroel that the land was populated with giants. They said, “We were like grasshoppers in our eyes, and so we were in their eyes”. What did they mean that they were like grasshoppers in their own eyes? Granted they were received with a strong reception when it came to delivering the news back to the B'nei Yisroel, but that is no reason for them to think they sprouted antennas! Surely they knew that they were human, so why did they say that they seemed as grasshoppers in their own eyes?

            Furthermore, we must ponder the validity of the meraglim's statement. How did they know how the giants perceived them, that they had the confidence to declare, “...and so we were in their eyes.”?[11]

            In order to better appreciate the story of the meraglim, let us think about the following. Imagine for a moment that you are walking down a street in Manhattan, when a Japanese tourist approaches you and, pointing at the Empire State Building, asks, “What is the name of that block?” You respond, “Well, this street we are on now is 34th Street, perpendicular to us is 5th Avenue, and parallel to us is 33rd Street.” Confused, he repeats, “Okay, but what is the name of that block with the big building in it?” Thinking this man is crazy, you say, “I do not know what you are getting at. Blocks do not have names, only streets have names.” Annoyed, you then walk away.

            Now imagine you take a trip to Japan. You are walking along some street one night and realize that you are totally lost. As you continue to walk around aimlessly, you come across a unique six-story glass crystal building. Wanting to be able to check it out in the morning, you find a Japanese man who understands English and you ask him, “Excuse me sir, what building is this?” He responds, “That is the famous Prada Aoyama building.” You then say, “I would like to come see it tomorrow, could you please tell me what street we are on?” “Street?” He asks, clearly very confused, “Well, it is on block number 2”. Now it is your turn to be confused, “I do not care what block it is on. What street is this?” The Japanese gentleman just shrugs his shoulders and says, “Look fella, the address is 5-2-6. Meaning, it is in District 5, Block 2, and Building number 6 on the block. Streets do not have names, only blocks have names here.”

            As humans, we often find ourselves in the position of the Japanese tourist in America, or the American visiting Japan. Every person has his own premises, opinions, and perceptions which one assumes to apply universally. We enter situations which should be viewed objectively, and instead apply our own previous notions, personal thoughts, and subjective opinions.

            Perhaps this was the main issue with the cheit ha'meraglim (sin of the spies). Hashem had already promised the Jews that they would enter Eretz Yisroel and that it contained nothing but pure goodness. The meraglim, though, did not go forth with their mission with the perspective of being messengers from Hashem. Rather, they went looking through their own glasses, which was the foundation of their mistake. Hashem gave them a choice, “Are you going to spy out the land coming from the perspective that on your side there is Hashem, before whom everything else is puny like insects before Him? Or, will you be the insects – grasshoppers, standing on your own, without fully appreciating Hashem's power, perceiving every molehill as a mountain.

            Unfortunately, the meraglim did in fact fail to have the full bitachon (faith) in Hashem, thereby utilizing the middah (character trait) of anavah (humility) incorrectly. Once they made the choice to view themselves as grasshoppers, they caused themselves to be viewed in the eyes of the giants as little insects as well. Perhaps this is an alternative way to understand the aforementioned passuk, “...We were like grasshoppers in our eyes, and therefore we were in their eyes as well”. In other words, it was only because the meraglim felt insecure, due to their lack of belief in Hashem, that the giants realized that they had nothing to fear about these “human-looking creatures”, for they were nothing but puny grasshoppers.

            Had the meraglim trusted in Hashem completely, instead of their own eyes, they would have seen the truth about Eretz Yisroel. They would have come back alongside Yehoshua and Calev, confirming how prosperous and beautiful the land is. The giants and their fortified cities would have seemed like nothing more than midgets behind sticks.

            With this in mind, we could now understand the contradiction between the two Rashis. On the one hand, there is no doubt that the meraglim chosen were the cream of the crop – the most chashuv (prestigious) members of B'nei Yisroel. However, because they set off with the intention of applying their own preconceived notions and opinions, instead of going with the mind-set of Hashem being on their side, it was as if they originally went with the intention to speak badly about Eretz Yisroel. They went in specifically looking for the streets, when they should have been noticing the blocks.[12]

            At the end of the parsha, we find the last paragraph of kriyas shema which deals with the mitzva of tzitzis. After the Torah's actual commandment for one to attach tzitzis to a four-cornered garment he is wearing, the Torah provides the reason for the mitzva - “It shall constitute tzitzis for you, and you shall see it and you shall remember all of the commandments of Hashem and perform them; and you shall not spy after your heart and after your eyes after which you stray.”[13] We are supposed to look at our tzitzis, remember the mitzvos of Hashem,[14] and perform them in the correct way. What would be the incorrect way of doing the mitzvos? Rashi explains[15] that the heart and eyes are the “spies” of the body. We must make sure to avoid looking at this world through our own glasses and instead utilize the instruction manual, the Torah, which Hashem provided us. Only if we accept da'as Torah and seek ratson Hashem will we achieve the level of the next verse in kriyas shema, “...so that you...be Holy to your G-D”.[16]

            So, “Who are you going to believe?” Hashem asks us every day, “Me or your own eyes?”








[1]     Bamidbar 13:2
[2]     Ibid.
[3]     Bamidbar 13:26
[4]     Bamidbar 13:3
[5]     Ibid.
[6]     Bamidbar Rabbah 16:1 and Tanchuma 6
[7]     See Gemara (Mishna) Succah 25a
[8]     Yehoshua 2:1-24
[9]     Bamidbar 13:17-20
[10]    This idea is also seen in Mikeitz 42:12 when Yosef, under disguise as an Egyptian, accused his brothers of being spies and trying to discover the weaknesses of Egypt, he attributed that as the reason why each of the tribes entered through a different gate.
[11]    To answer this question, Rashi (Bamidbar 13:33) explains that the meraglim said that they overheard the giants saying, “There are ants in the vineyard which look like men”. Many mefarshim (commentaries) are bothered by this Rashi. How How did hearing the giants say that they looked like ants mean to the meraglim that they really meant that they were like grasshoppers. After all, this was the claim of the meraglim, that they were also grasshoppers in the eyes of the giants. There are a few approaches to answer this question on Rashi. (See Mizrachi., Kli Yakar, and Maharal [Gur Aryeh] on Bamidbar 13:33)
[12]    See also Maharsha to Gemara Sotah 35a, Maharal Gur Aryeh Bamidbar 13:26, and Mizrachi there, who seem to resolve the contradiction in between the Rashis as follows. At the time that the meraglim were chosen, they were indeed great men. However, upon being sent to spy out the land by the people who were not willing to trust completely in Hashem, it had a negative effect on them and caused them to scout Eretz Yisroel without the proper bitachon in Hashem.
[13]    Bamidbar 15:39
[14]    See Rashi (Bamidbar 15:38) who explains that the word tzitzis = 600 in gematriya (numerical value) + five knots + eight strings = 613. Also, when we look at the t'cheiles (blue-dyed string on tzitzis), which is made from the chilazon (a type of sea-snail), our memory gets triggered to think about the blue ocean which reflects the Heavens and reminds us of Hashem and his mitzvos.
[15]    Bamidbar 15:39
[16]    Bamidbar 15:40

Friday, June 5, 2015

Parshas Beha'aloscha - The Story of Miriam: The Foundation of Judaism

~ Thoughts on The Parsha ~
Parshas Beha'aloscha


The Story of Miriam: The Foundation of Judaism
By: Daniel Listhaus

וַתְּדַבֵּר מִרְיָם וְאַהֲרֹן בְּמשֶׁה עַל אֹדוֹת הָאִשָּׁה הַכֻּשִׁית אֲשֶׁר לָקָח כִּי אִשָּׁה כֻשִׁית לָקָח: וַיֹּאמְרוּ הֲרַק אַךְ בְּמשֶׁה דִּבֶּר ה' הֲלֹא גַּם בָּנוּ דִבֵּר וַיִּשְׁמַע ה': וְהָאִישׁ משֶׁה עָנָיו מְאֹד מִכֹּל הָאָדָם אֲשֶׁר עַל פְּנֵי הָאֲדָמָה

“Miriam and Aharon spoke about Moshe regarding the Cushite woman he had married, for he had married a Cushite woman. They said, 'Was it only with Moshe that Hashem spoke? Did he not speak with us as well?' And Hashem heard. Now the man Moshe was exceedingly humble, more than any person on the face of the earth!”
-Beha'aloscha 12:1-3

            This episode in our parsha is one which is well known and filled with many lessons to learn. However, a closer look at story which the Torah relates reveals many complexities and difficulties in what exactly happened at the time that Miriam and Aharon[1] spoke lashon harah about their brother, Moshe rabbeinu.

            The story begins with Miriam realizing that Moshe separated from his wife, Tziporah.[2] Rashi[3] comments that Miriam exclaimed, “Is it only with Moshe that Hashem speaks to? Hashem speaks with us and the other nevi'im (prophets) as well. Yet we did not part from the way of the world.” The Ohr HaChaim[4] explains that Miriam had no intention whatsoever of speaking lashon harah about Moshe. Rather, Miriam was trying to offer constructive criticism to pressure Moshe into staying with his wife, Tziporah, which Miriam herself thought would be the correct thing to do. The passukim then interrupt the actual story line to tell us two facts. The first fact is that Hashem heard what Miriam had said. The second fact that the Torah reminds us of is that, “Moshe was exceedingly humble”.
           
            Why is it necessary for the Torah to tell us that Hashem heard? It is obvious, Hashem hears everything![5] Imagine for a moment that for every time there is a conversation in the Torah, the Torah would tell us “And Hashem heard”. It would be completely unnecessary. So why is it that the Torah taps us on the shoulder here to notify us that Hashem heard what Miriam said?

            A very similar question could be asked on the second unnecessary fact the Torah provides here. At this point in the chumash, we have been watching and following Moshe: The way he was as a lad in Mitzrayim, the story of the s'neh (burning bush), his many back-and-forths between Hashem and Pharoah, bringing the ten plagues upon Mitzrayim, leading the B'nei Yisroel out of Mitzrayim, receiving the Torah, and continuing to devote his life as the medium between Hashem and the B'nei Yisroel in the midbar (desert). Certainly we know enough about Moshe rabbeinu that he was indeed a magnificent person and was obviously exceedingly humble in order to be fit to receive the Torah. So why is it that the Torah is choosing here to remind us of yet another known fact – that Moshe was more humble than any person on the face of this earth?

            The difficulties with this story do not stop here. The narrative continues with Hashem appearing suddenly to Moshe and his siblings and commanding them to go to the Ohel Moed (Tent of Meeting). At this point, the Torah[6] relates that Hashem called Miriam and Aharon out and said the following, “Please hear my words. If there shall be prophets among you, in a vision shall I make Myself, Hashem, known to him. But not so is My servant Moshe; in My entire house he is trusted. Mouth to mouth do I speak to him, in a vision and not in riddles, and at the image of Hashem does he gaze. Why did you not fear to speak about My servant, about Moshe?” The Torah[7] then describes that the wrath of Hashem flared up against Miriam and Aharon, and that when Hashem left, Miriam was left with tzara'as (leprosy).

            Upon reading these passukim, the question which comes to mind is: what did Hashem tell Miriam now that she did not know before? Everyone knew that Moshe was on an incredible level and received the highest forms of nevuah (prophecy). So what chiddush (new piece of information) was Hashem teaching to Miriam that had she known she would not have said what she said? Rashi[8] seems to understand that Hashem was telling Miriam and Aharon that He Himself told Moshe to separate from his wife. However, if that was the whole message that Hashem was trying to convey, why not be more specific in the Torah and say it explicitly instead of writing a whole list of descriptions as to how Moshe is greater than any navi (prophet) who ever lived and will ever live?

            However, the story does not end here, nor do the difficulties. The passukim continue to relate that when Aharon saw that Miriam was stricken with tzara'as, the passukim describe that Aharon implored of Moshe, “I beg you, my lord, do not cast a sin upon us, for we have been foolish and we have sinned. Let her not be like a corpse....”[9] Moshe, who understood that Miriam was only trying to look after him, immediately turned to Hashem and cried out, “Please, G-d, heal her now.”[10]

            Despite Moshe's strong request, Hashem responded quite unexpectedly. Hashem said to Moshe, “And were her father to spit in her face, would she not be humiliated for seven days? Let her be quarantined outside the camp for seven days, and then she may be brought in.”[11]

            There are two additional questions which come to mind when reading this part of the story dealing with the correspondence between Moshe and Hashem. The first question is as follows. Rashi[12] points out that Moshe's tefillah for Miriam was very short. He offers two possible explanations for this. One, is that Moshe was afraid that if he were to daven a long time, people would blame him for prolonging the tzara'as of his sister, which they assumed would disappear as soon as Moshe was done davening. Therefore, Moshe said a short tefillah instead.

            The second answer Rashi offers is that Moshe did not want to daven a long time because then perhaps people would comment and say, “For his sister, he prays at length, but for us he does not pray at length”.

            These concerns which Rashi brings are difficult to understand. First-of-all, from the first answer in Rashi, it seems that everyone was expecting Miriam to get better immediately after Moshe would finish his davening. If this is something which was so obvious to the B'nei Yisroel to the extent that Moshe withheld himself from davening a longer tefillah, then why did it not happen? Miriam did not get healed as soon as Moshe was finished, rather Hashem said that she had to go outside the camp and remain alone with her tzara'as for seven days. Why did Miriam indeed not get completely better upon Moshe's completion of his tefillah?

            The second explanation of Rashi is troubling as well. Did Moshe really have to be concerned that the B'nei Yisroel would point at him and accusingly declare, “For his sister, he prays at length, but for us he does not pray at length”? Moshe had an incredible amount of love for every single person, and this was something of which everyone was aware. Is it abnormal or striking that even someone who cares a great deal about everyone, would show a little more emotion when it is his own sibling on the line? Miriam was Moshe's older sister who sat and watched Moshe as a child to ensure nothing would happen to him.[13] Would it really be a valid accusation to point Moshe out for davening longer for his sister than for others?

            Additionally, what was the basis of Hashem's response? Granted Miriam spoke lashon harah, but what she said was only said with the best intentions to help Moshe. Furthermore, not only did Moshe forgive her completely, but he even implored that Hashem heal her. Why did Hashem respond, “No”? What was so bad about this seemingly minor sin which was only directed at Moshe for his benefit? Why did Hashem not only consider it unforgiven at that point, but take it personally – so to speak – by telling Moshe that his feelings were not the only factor but rather, as the passuk[14] describes, Hashem was also angry at her and proverbially spit in her face?

            In order to get a better understanding of this complex episode, we must explore on a deeper level who Moshe rabbeinu really was.

            In the sixth Ani Ma'amin[15], we declare: “I believe with complete faith that all the words of the prophets are true”. Then, in the seventh Ani Ma'amin, we affirm, “I believe with complete faith that the prophecy of Moshe rabbeinu, peace be upon him, is true, and that he is the father of the prophets – both those who proceeded him and those who came after him. Similarly, we find in the tefillah of Yigdal[16], which is a summary of the Ani Ma'amin's, that there are two separate stanzas – one declaring the belief that Hashem granted the abundance of His prophecy upon people of His choosing and splendor; while another declares that there never was or will be a navi like Moshe rabbeinu.

            The question which begs to be asked on the format of the Ani Ma'amin and Yigdal, is why are the nevuos of Moshe not simply included with the nevuos of all the other navi'im? Why are there two separate principles of faith – one testifying to the truth of all prophets and one specifically referring to the prophecies of Moshe? What exactly was so special about Moshe's nevuah that was more unique than anyone else's? Furthermore, even if we could pin-point the perquisites that Moshe's nevuah would come with, how could we understand the fact that there will never be anyone else like him?

            The Rambam[17] elaborates on the passukim in our parsha and writes that Moshe's nevuos (prophecies) were indeed quite different from any other navi's. Moshe rabbeinu received nevuos while he was awake and standing, whereas other navi'im would only receive nevuos while asleep. Moshe's nevuah was lucid and direct from Hashem, unlike others' who received their nevuos in riddles through malachim (angels). Moshe's nevuos were clear and conversational – like a friend speaking to a friend, this was not an experience any other navi could claim to have had. Additionally, Moshe's prophecies could come at any time either Hashem or Moshe wanted, other nevi'im, however, only received nevuos at specific times. Furthermore, Moshe remained on the same exact high spiritual level to receive a nevuah every second, whereas other nevi'im would have to “return to their tents” to take care of their needs.

            Certainly Moshe's nevuos were of an entirely different caliber. Why was it only he, though, who was privy of achieving such a level, and what was the purpose of him having such special nevuos?

            The first passuk of parshas Mattos[18] says, “Moshe spoke to the heads of the tribes of the B'nei Yisroel, saying, “This is the matter that Hashem has commanded...”. Rashi[19] on this passuk points out that only Moshe related prophecies using the word “zeh” (this). All other prophets, including Moshe, used the phrase, “So said Hashem”. However, Moshe is the only one who ever uses the expression, “This is the matter that Hashem has commanded.”

            Based on this Rashi, the Maharal[20] explains the fundamental difference between Moshe rabbeinu and all other nevi'im. He writes that there are two types of nevuos. One type of nevuah is a prophecy which relates the way that Hashem will bring his hashgacha and direction into the world. This is something which is constantly changing depending on the generation and the situation occurring in the world at any given point in time. There is no question that to reach such a level to receive this form of prophecy, requires the navi to be perfectly in control of himself and his middos (character traits).[21] However, although this may be the highest form of nevuah which an individual is capable of reaching, it is not the highest form of nevuah in existence.

            The second type of nevuah - the nevuah of Moshe rabbeinu - is very different. This form of nevuah is one which conveys prophecies of the Torah and mitzvos themselves. This form of prophecy is not time-sensitive or specific to any generation, rather it is the timeless, unchanging facts of the Torah which Hashem wills to be tamid – constant and consistent. The Torah is the blueprint of the world demonstrating and guiding us how to live. As the Maharal writes, it is the metzias k'lali beolam and provides order and direction in the facts of the world.

            Using this concept, the Maharal explains that when Moshe prophecised about what would be included in the Torah and mitzvos, Moshe did so with the word “zeh” (“This...”). During times when Moshe prophecised about the will and hashgacha of Hashem during specific times, he used the word “koh” (“So...”).

            The content of Moshe's prophecies were different from anything else any navi ever related. Moshe was the leader of B'nei Yisroel who taught us what is included in the Torah and the mitzvos of Hashem. The unquestionable authority we attribute to Moshe does not solely come from his greatness alone, but rather what we experienced at Har Sinai. When Moshe went up to receive the Torah from Har Sinai, Hashem told Moshe, “Behold! I come to you in the thick of the cloud, so that the people will hear as I speak to you, and they will believe in you, also forever.”[22]
           
            The entire B'nei Yisroel heard Hashem communicating to Moshe the Aseres Hadibros (Ten Commandments). This, along with the concreteness of the fact said at that time that there will never be another Torah and that any navi who says anything against the Torah is a navi sheker (false prophet), is the foundation of our religion. We all witnessed Hashem telling us through Moshe the fact that the Torah is the only emes.

            Moshe's role and responsibility in B'nei Yisroel went beyond just being a leader; it tasked him with being in direct communication with Hashem Himself in order to deliver the Toras emes. This is why Moshe's bar was higher than any other navi who ever lived or will ever live – because the Torah is unchanging, and that was the content of Moshe's nevuos. Moshe therefore had to receive his nevuos with aspaklariya ha'meirah (a clear lens – as if seeing them through a glass), whereas other navi'im received their nevuos with an aspaklariya sh'eino meirah (an unclear lens – seeing unclear images and riddles).[23] Certainly this privileged level of closeness with Hashem demanded of Moshe to indeed be anav m'kol adom – exceedingly humble, more than anyone who has ever lived.

            Perhaps with this Maharal, we could better understand the episode which takes place at the end of our parsha. As good-meaning as Miriam was in saying what she said to Aharon about Moshe, it was also, albeit unknowingly and accidentally, a loophole for disaster. Questioning an action of Moshe, who was on constant call to be ready to communicate with Hashem, was in essence questioning Hashem Himself and the foundation of the Torah. This is perhaps why at the time Miriam spoke the light lashon harah, the Torah tells us that Hashem heard, and why even when Moshe forgave her completely and even davened for her immediate recovery, Hashem argued that He has spat in the face of Miriam and therefore she must be sent outside the camp for seven days.

            This is exactly what Hashem was reminding Aharon and Miriam as a lesson to all of B'nei Yisroel. Moshe's role of leader during this vital time in history of compiling the Torah is one which is being directed by Hashem. Every action and decision Moshe made had to be checked and discussed with Hashem in order for Moshe to understand the complete emes of Torah with absolute clarity. This is something which Moshe himself understood, which perhaps is the reason he did not daven long for Miriam. As the leader of B'nei Yisroel during the time of traveling through the midbar (desert), he was indeed in no position to play favorites – even for his own family. His job was to be the accepted  medium, declared by Hashem – which everyone heard – between the B'nei Yirsoel and Hashem. Therefor, even his own sister was just as close to him as any member of B'nei Yisroel. This was a perspective and fact which Moshe could not compromise.

            The story of Miriam is one which seems embarrassing for her to focus so much on, yet it is so important in the Torah and is even one of the essential six remembrances the Torah commands us to remember daily, “Remember that which Hashem your G-d did to Miriam on the way when you were leaving from Egypt”.[24]

            The foundation of Judaism is the emes of the unchanging Torah. The fact that we heard Hashem say to Moshe at Har Sinai Anochi Hashem Elokecha...[25], built into the Torah itself a system which tells us that anyone who says anything contrary to the Torah or the nevuos of Moshe must be a navi sheker. All other nevi'im have the ability to relate to us the way Hashem will interact with the world at a given point in time, but no one has the stamp of approval from Hashem and the entire B'nei Yisroel - who witnessed Hashem Himself communicating with Moshe – as Moshe rabbeinu.

            With this in mind, let us feel a gratitude towards Hashem Who not only created us as humans with tremendous potential, but Who also gave us the privilege of being descendents of the prestigious family of Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov, who received the Toras emes from Hashem at Har Sinai through Moshe.



[1]    See Ibn Ezra (12:1) who says that although Aharon did not say anything himself, he was either quiet or actively agreed and was therefore punished as well.
[2]    See Rashi Bamidbar 12:1
[3]    Bamidbar 12:1
[4]    Ibid.
[5]    We state in the tenth Ani Ma'amin – The Thirteen Principles of Faith based on the Rambam (see Rambam Peirush Hamishnayos Perek Yud in Sanhedrin – “I believe with complete faith that the Creator, blessed be His name, knows all the deeds of human beings and all their thoughts as it says, 'He Who fashions together their hearts, and who comprehends all their deeds.'” (Tehillim 35:15) – Hashem knows our thoughts and comprehends the reasons for our actions. Surely He hears what we say.
[6]    Bamidbar 12:5-8
[7]    Bamidbar 12:9-10
[8]    Bamidbar 12:8
[9]    Bamidbar 12:11-12
[10]  Bamidbar 12:13
[11]  Bamidbar 12:14
[12]  Bamidbar 12:13
[13]  See Shemos 2:4
[14]  See Bamidbar 12:14
[15]  The Thirteen Principles of Faith based on the Rambam. This could be found in most siddurim after shacharis.
[16]  Could be found in the siddur at the beginning of shacharis.
[17]  Hilchos Yesodei HaTorah Perek Zayin
[18]  Bamidbar 30:2
[19]  Ibid.
[20]  In his peirush Gur Aryeh on this passuk.
[21]  See Rambam Hilchos Yesodei HaTorah Perek Zayin
[22]  Shemos 19:9
[23]  See Gemara Yevamos 49b
[24]  Devarim 24:9
[25]  Shemos 20:2