Thoughts
on The Parsha
Parshas
Chukas
One
Strike and You're Out!
וַיִּקַּח
משֶׁה אֶת הַמַּטֶּה מִלִּפְנֵי ה'
כַּאֲשֶׁר
צִוָּהוּ:
וַיַּקְהִלוּ
משֶׁה וְאַהֲרֹן אֶת הַקָּהָל אֶל פְּנֵי
הַסָּלַע וַיֹּאמֶר לָהֶם שִׁמְעוּ נָא
הַמֹּרִים הֲמִן הַסֶּלַע הַזֶּה נוֹצִיא
לָכֶם מָיִם:
וַיָּרֶם
משֶׁה אֶת יָדוֹ וַיַּךְ אֶת הַסֶּלַע
בְּמַטֵּהוּ פַּעֲמָיִם וַיֵּצְאוּ
מַיִם רַבִּים וַתֵּשְׁתְּ הָעֵדָה
וּבְעִירָם:
וַיֹּאמֶר
ה'
אֶל
משֶׁה וְאֶל אַהֲרֹן יַעַן לֹא הֶאֱמַנְתֶּם
בִּי לְהַקְדִּישֵׁנִי לְעֵינֵי בְּנֵי
יִשְׂרָאֵל לָכֵן לֹא תָבִיאוּ אֶת
הַקָּהָל הַזֶּה אֶל הָאָרֶץ אֲשֶׁר
נָתַתִּי לָהֶם
“Moshe took the staff
from before Hashem, as He had commanded him. Moshe and Aharon
gathered the congregation before the rock and he said to them,
“Listen now, rebels, shall we bring forth water for you from this
rock? Then Moshe raised his arm and struck the rock with his staff
twice; abundant water came forth and the assembly and their animals
drank. Hashem said to Moshe and Aharon, 'Because you did not believe
in Me to sanctify Me in the eyes of the Children of Israel,
therefore, you will not bring this congregation to the Land that I
have given them.'”
-Chukas 20:9-12
Rashi1
informs us that the ever-flowing well of water which the Jews had in
the desert for forty years was there only through the merit of
Miriam. Therefore, when Miriam died, the waters ceased . At that
point, the Jews immediately swarmed Moshe and Aharon complaining that
they were going to die of thirst in the desert and it would have been
better had they remained in Mitzrayim.
Moshe and Aharon davened
(prayed) to Hashem on their behalf and Hashem told Moshe to take his
stick and gather everyone in front of a rock and then speak to it to
bring water forth.2
However, as the passuk (verse)
describes, Moshe struck the rock
instead of speaking to it and for this slight deviation in Hashem's
commandment, he was punished by not being able to be a part of the
culmination of all his efforts as the leader, bringing the B'nei
Yisroel into Eretz
Yisroel.
It
is so hard for us to understand how it could be that despite
everything Moshe rabbeinu did
leading B'nei Yisroel through
the midbar (desert),
that Hashem not allow him to enter Eretz Yisroel
because of a seemingly small misunderstanding. The Ohr
Hachaim3
compiles a list of ten explanations to try to understand what Moshe
did wrong. He first brings the opinion of Rashi4
that Moshe's mistake was that he hit the rock as opposed to speaking
to it. He then brings the opinion of the Ibn
Ezra who maintains ins
that the sin was not in the hitting of the rock as opposed to
speaking to it, but rather that Moshe's mistake was not having the
proper kavanah (focused
thoughts) when he hit the rock which required him to have to hit it a
second time. Another possibility is that leaving aside his kavanah,
Moshe should have only hit it
once and definitely not twice. Another possible explanation is that
perhaps the sin of Moshe was that he did not sing a shirah
(song of praise) on the event of
water flowing from the rock. And the list goes on. Each explanation
in the Ohr HaChaim's
compilation is essentially a slightly different form of Moshe
rabbeinu barely
sinning. So what did he do that was really so bad?
The
Kli Yakar5
points out that no matter which
approach one takes, the fundamental mistake Moshe rabbeinu
was punished for was not as much
about what he did, but rather what he could have done. Had Moshe
rabbeinu spoken to the
rock and the rock would have just listened and brought forth water –
a tremendous kiddush Hashem would
have been made. At that moment a kal v'chomeir would
have been lodged into the minds of everyone present that if this
rock, which is just a rock, listens and obeys the commands of Hashem
so diligently, so much more so must we who have brains and the
ability to think, be wary to carry out the commandments of Hashem
meticulously. Moshe's hitting the rock instead of speaking to the
rock allowed only for a watered-down6
version of this logic to be learned from and therefore he was
severely punished.
If
we stop to think about this, it is absolutely mind-boggling. It is
true that Moshe hit the rock instead of speaking to it, and perhaps
it is even true that that watered-down the potential lesson that
could have been learned. However, there is no doubt that a tremendous
miracle occurred in the presence of the whole nation. They saw an
incredible feat occur before their very eyes. Certainly it boosted
their belief in Hashem and motivated them to listen better to Hashem
and Moshe. So why indeed was Moshe punished so severely?
We see from this
episode the severity of not achieving our fullest when it comes to
making a kiddush Hashem.
It is true that even with Moshe hitting the rock, tremendous lessons
could be learned, but Moshe could have done more to publicize kavod
shamayim, and he neglected to do
so.
It is no secret
that the summer is a very challenging time in terms of keeping our
standards. For some, it is a free-for-all time when all the
restrictions of the year fall away and we have the opportunity to do
things we would never be caught dead doing in our own communities or
yeshivos. For others, it may not be a free-for-all, but yet may still
be a time where although standards are kept, they are not necessarily
kept as high. We must remember, though, that the term kiddush
Hashem means more than just not
acting like an animal in public. Moshe's punishment for not creating
as much a kiddush Hashem
as he could have, occurred at a time when a tremendous kiddush
shamayim was made.
Kiddush Hashem is relevant in
our behaving properly and being careful with the way we speak, dress,
and act in front of the world, in front of the community where we
spend the summer, in front of the new friends we make who do not even
necessarily know where we are personally holding to be able to judge
us, and even in private. As banim l'makom,
we must be careful with the ways we conduct ourselves all year-round.
May Hashem help us and
all of k'lal yisroel not only stay away from chas
v'shalom causing a chilul Hashem, but to even help
us maintain the proper standards of kiddush shamayim.
With such a zechus,
may we experience of
summer of ultimate kiddush
Hashem with the
arrival of mashiach
and the third Beis
Hamikdash, instead of
mourning in galus for
the destruction of the first and second Batei
Mikdashos.
1Rashi
Bamidbar 20:2
2Bamidbar
20:8
3Bamidbar
20:8
4Rashi
Bamidbar (20:11)
5Bamidbar
20:8
6Excuse
the pun
No comments:
Post a Comment